TreeHuggerAli

I was born... and then life happened
2003-02-25 06:15:22 (UTC)

ricky and my prayer requests

so, i think i've decided that i might be setting myself up
for disappointment by liking ricky. i just don't know if he
feels even remotely the same way. he just always makes me
so happy and when i'm not talking to him i'm just not as
happy as i could be. well, we're supposed to hang out on
fri. night and watch a movie or something... so, hopefully
that will actually happen. if not the ali will be very
upset again.(last weekend he couldn't make it to see me
play w/ HEF at Holy Grounds) sometimes he just gives me
mixed messages aboot if he feels the same way i do. he
tells me i'm pretty and that i can sing/play guitar well.
and he does cheer me up all the time... and we do flirt a
little.lol. but i do flirt w/ everyone. i just enjoy him
the most. i've never met another guy like him. my body
image is such a big deal to me... like i'm not fat but i
have fat. lol. kinda an oxymoron. but w/ ricky i don't have
to worry aboot that really. (plus i have a bad perception
prob. w/ myself)
if anyone who reads this is a praying person please just
pray for me for guidance w/ ricky. and for mike(mini santi
punker). i know he used to go to church and at one point
was serious aboot it because he was baptised but he totally
strayed away... he's not a real bad kid but he just lost
all faith because of his crappy homelife and those so
called "christian" hypocrites... i understand why he's lost
faith but i have faith that he'll come back around...

Matthew 17
20"You didn't have enough faith," Jesus told them. "I
assure you, even if you had faith as small as a mustard
seed you could say to this mountain, `Move from here to
there,' and it would move. Nothing would be impossible."




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