Krazy J

Man, Myth or Monster?
2003-02-25 04:26:06 (UTC)

Falling Apart

Hey Juggalos There' no more fighting with Chris, I honestly
really have nothing against him, I guess i used these
stupid reasons to find a way to hate him. I'm as much as a
hypcrite as the next person, I lied to nicole, I hated
Chris for no reason, I was so caught up in trying to be
what people weren't, I didn't notice how i was just like
them, I realized i'm no better than anyone else, i never
thought like that until i realized how i acted. Juggalos,
i'm sorry for well, fooling you and fooling myself. I'm
sorry I lied, I'm sorry i cheated, i'm sorry i hates people
with no real reason. I went to Zarletti's and ordered a
cafe rose and sat at the table where me and her decided to
talk one day..I remember the conversation vividly. Nicole's
right I am a bitch, and i finally realize this. I can't
take back what i've said and done but i know what i did,
and i'm trruly sorry for it. nicole said she didn't care if
i died right now, i agreed and said the same about her...I
lied then, I would care, i had a talk with my friend Amanda
(not Bulma) and she thought about her ex and told me
although she has Phil she still loves her ex, I feel the
same way. I said all these things about nicole, not to make
fuun of her but to try and tell myself that i don't want
her anymore, but i can't, I still Love her, she's gonna
hate me even more for saying this but, she already hates me
to the max for what i said, I can't get my mind off the
damn girl. I'm rambling now, I'm gonna get outta here,
Later Juggalos, MCL.

~The JuggaloFreek.




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