Pink Flowers

A Shocking Discovery

I have always been told by my parents how beautiful and
talented I was.........what a lie! And, now the mortifing
part is discovering that what your parents tell you isn't
true. Since I am their daughter this is all they have to
boast about........and I guess they are trying to make the
best of it. Now, I wasn't always like this. I used to
think that my life was going somewhere. Before I moved to
Milledgeville I was ranked 30 in the state of Florida in
tennis. But, that was a long time ago, almost five years.
I was around the age of ten, making it too young to count
for anything. Also, I know that I am not pretty. Guys
don't find me attractive and I know that they are not
fucking scared of me. That is just another lie I have been
told. Maybe my life isn't as bad as I portray it to be but
all I know is that I honestly feel like dying! I know that I am a
smart person but not enough to astound anyone.