Dragon

Quintessence
2003-02-24 18:21:16 (UTC)

En Francais

( i don't have any accent marks, well i just don't know
how to use them, so bear with me! ) J'ai passe un journee
epouvantable! D'abbord... oh fuck it. i can't speak french
anymore........ sadness. It's such a romantic language...
urg.... why isn't J online?!?!?!? waiting patiently
though. I had a dream about him... i there's this one
picture of him with his fgodson and it's my faavorite of
him and i wpictured that i was with him and it was all
good and we were in the picture... oh well, i will wait
longer. I am compelled to tell him about my online journal
for him just to read it and know everything... but as i've
said i don't know what to say or how to say it when i am
talking with ihm... which is usually not hard for me. I'm
also scarred because i know for a fact i can't do anything
with him until i get myself out of this hell hole town...
I should move to san fran and be supported by people.. oh
well. If you really want to read this to know me here's a
scoop: I love art especially drawing, painting, and
ceramic work, I love cooking, I love acting, I am confused
and have a really super sized fucked up relationship life
right now including a gay guy i want to be with, a
straight girl i am dating, and 2 girls that want to date
me including one in washington state and another who's a
feshman in college (mind you i am a freshman in high
school). So this is my fifth journal of the day and i feel
that i am obsessing over my new journal and i should stop
writting... sucks for me because i am gonna tell more
stories in my next journal.... keep readin, it'll get
better, i promise

... That's all for now....




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