babygurlyella

babygurlz thoughts
2003-02-24 05:38:03 (UTC)

confusion

today wasnt a good day, no it wasnt..i had to do a project
and then me and my ma fought really bad and then when i
talk to my bf i hope everything will be ok and he'll make
all my troubles go away today he pulls this shit, and i
dunno, it just hurts, yeah..it hurts real bad, i dont get
it, but i'll show ya the chat.

Babygurlritz69: hey angel
coolbrian08: hey baby
Babygurlritz69: i miss u
coolbrian08: your all I think about
Babygurlritz69: ur all i think about too
Babygurlritz69: every second
Babygurlritz69: :-*
coolbrian08: thanks
Babygurlritz69: im so sorry with the way i've been actin
lately
coolbrian08: no matter
Babygurlritz69: i dont ever want us to be over with
Babygurlritz69: ur everything to me
coolbrian08: :-)
Babygurlritz69: be mine forever baby
coolbrian08: ah
coolbrian08: its a hard word to say...dont really know how
to spell it
coolbrian08: :-!
coolbrian08: (confussed)
Babygurlritz69: huh?
coolbrian08: did you check out my link?
coolbrian08: on my profile
Babygurlritz69: yeah
coolbrian08: did it work for you?
Babygurlritz69: some idiot thing came up
coolbrian08: haha
coolbrian08: what did it say?
Babygurlritz69: you're an idiot or something like that
coolbrian08: me
coolbrian08: ?
Babygurlritz69: no, thats what it said
coolbrian08: yea
Babygurlritz69: ok
coolbrian08: I knoiw
coolbrian08: lol
Babygurlritz69: so what did u do today?
coolbrian08: stuff....but mostly things
Babygurlritz69: ok
Babygurlritz69: that tells me a lot
coolbrian08: I know...lol
coolbrian08: u?
Babygurlritz69: stuff
coolbrian08: sweet
Babygurlritz69: why are u acting like this?
coolbrian08: what do you mean baby..
Babygurlritz69: u just, seem different
coolbrian08: na
Babygurlritz69: um ok
Babygurlritz69: so what kind of stuff did u do today
coolbrian08: sleep
coolbrian08: eat
coolbrian08: go to the bathrooom
Babygurlritz69: oh
coolbrian08: you know
coolbrian08: lol
coolbrian08: u?
Babygurlritz69: homework, got in a fight with my ma bout
the dumbest thing, then made up and chilled with cassie
coolbrian08: sweet
Babygurlritz69: baby i want u
coolbrian08: I need you
Babygurlritz69: :-*
coolbrian08: thanks
coolbrian08: recieved
Babygurlritz69: :)
coolbrian08: yea
Babygurlritz69: i wish u didnt work so much
Babygurlritz69: i want u here
coolbrian08: no matter
Babygurlritz69: umm ok
coolbrian08: yea
coolbrian08: like that shit
coolbrian08: show*
Babygurlritz69: what
coolbrian08: nm
Babygurlritz69: ok
coolbrian08: yeap
coolbrian08: so...
coolbrian08: I was lookin so trendy today
Babygurlritz69: lol..trendy
Babygurlritz69: too bad i couldnt see
coolbrian08: you would have loved it
coolbrian08: you know
coolbrian08: wu-bird
Babygurlritz69: no
Babygurlritz69: but im sure i would have loved it
coolbrian08: I got all my friends to yammie this weekend
Babygurlritz69: yammie?
Babygurlritz69: whats that
coolbrian08: vomit
coolbrian08: well 2 of them
Babygurlritz69: oh, why
coolbrian08: different nights
coolbrian08: alochol
Babygurlritz69: oh, hehe
coolbrian08: we crashed last night
coolbrian08: off the road
coolbrian08: look im getttin sleepy
Babygurlritz69: baby wait
Babygurlritz69: u ok?
coolbrian08: good sweeeety
coolbrian08: nite^
coolbrian08: funtabulis
coolbrian08: peace
Babygurlritz69: sweetdreams
coolbrian08: thanks
coolbrian08: anything else?
Babygurlritz69: i love u
coolbrian08: thanks
coolbrian08: that it?
Babygurlritz69: what the fuck
Babygurlritz69: ur acting so weird
coolbrian08: sry
coolbrian08: nite
coolbrian08: sleepy head
Babygurlritz69: are u drunk or something, cuz then i'd
atleast understand why ur actin weird
coolbrian08: na
coolbrian08: or somthin
Babygurlritz69: whatever brian
Babygurlritz69: go to bed
Babygurlritz69: bye
Babygurlritz69: ur not supposed to make someone u care
about cry
Babygurlritz69: ya know that
coolbrian08: whatever me
coolbrian08: theres no crying
Babygurlritz69: too late
coolbrian08: theres no crying in baseball
coolbrian08: its later
Babygurlritz69: what are u saying
coolbrian08: nite sweety
coolbrian08: I heart you
Babygurlritz69: u cant go to bed right now
Babygurlritz69: cuz u have my totally confused
Babygurlritz69: and u need to explain a few things to me
coolbrian08: sleepy
coolbrian08: need sleep
Babygurlritz69: fine ya know, just let me sit here crying,
totally confused, go get ur sleep
coolbrian08: dont cry
coolbrian08: or at least let me cry with you
coolbrian08: :'(
coolbrian08: nite silly
Babygurlritz69: am i doin something wrong?
coolbrian08: na
coolbrian08: get some rest
coolbrian08: you need it
Babygurlritz69: y?
Babygurlritz69: im not tired
coolbrian08: o
Babygurlritz69: i just care so much about u and i get so
confused with u
coolbrian08: dont
coolbrian08: the sandlot
coolbrian08: forever
coolbrian08: forever
coolbrian08: forever
coolbrian08: and then..
Babygurlritz69: baby, sweetdreams
coolbrian08: thanks
Babygurlritz69: nite
coolbrian08: thanks
Babygurlritz69: whats the thanks about
Babygurlritz69: yeah i think thats whats confusing me
coolbrian08: dont let it
Babygurlritz69: everything i say, i get thanks in return
coolbrian08: I thank you
coolbrian08: thank you
coolbrian08: is that better
Babygurlritz69: no, i didnt mean..oh nevermind
Babygurlritz69: and when i say i love u, why do u say
thanks
coolbrian08: hehe
coolbrian08: I heAZRt you
coolbrian08: sleep tight
coolbrian08: dont let the bed bugs bite
Babygurlritz69: ok
Babygurlritz69: nite
Babygurlritz69: buh bye
coolbrian08: thanks
coolbrian08: lol
Babygurlritz69: ok
coolbrian08: I know
coolbrian08: lol
Babygurlritz69: just go to bed
coolbrian08: Y?
Babygurlritz69: cuz ur sleepy
coolbrian08: lol
coolbrian08: how di dyou know tha
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
coolbrian08: t
Babygurlritz69: cuz u told me
coolbrian08: take forvere
coolbrian08: forever
coolbrian08: you know
coolbrian08: I hate that
coolbrian08: its gettin weka
Babygurlritz69: hate what?
coolbrian08: I think I can beat it
coolbrian08: its not goin to win
coolbrian08: I know I can
coolbrian08: othere we go
coolbrian08: keep gouin
coolbrian08: on and on
coolbrian08: dont stiollp
coolbrian08: its gettin hareder
coolbrian08: I dont know
coolbrian08: I think I got it
coolbrian08: clese
Babygurlritz69: what the hell are u talking about
coolbrian08: Babygurlritz69: The last
message was not sent because you are over the rate limit.
Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the
message again
coolbrian08: do you see that
Babygurlritz69: yeah
coolbrian08: sleepy head
coolbrian08: you should hit the hay
Babygurlritz69: why
Babygurlritz69: im not tired

yeah that was it...no goodbye, no i love u, no nothing, but
whatever, ughh, i just wish i knew what to do, ppl tell me
to end it with him and others tell me its just the
beggining and its normal for it to be all hectic and bad,
but really..should i be crying? should someone that says
he cares about me sooo much make me cry??? this all just
sucks and right now, jason sounds a ton better and less
mean and stuff, but ughhh i just dont know!




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