lilpwincessangel

The heart inside my computer
2003-02-24 01:05:20 (UTC)

Can Someone Help Me???

I gave up everything for him. I lost my best friend, I lost
something her trust, I also lost something I can never ever
get back. I fucked myself over. I fell to hard to fast. If
only I could tell him How much i do care for him. He loves
his ex. I can't do anything about that. But I love him. I
dont know how to tell him that. I already put him through a
guilt trip unintentionally. I can't do it anymore, I care
about him way to much. After a month and my virginity he
really means so much to me. More than he will ever know. He
doesn't realize that I can never forget him. At first there
were no regrets, I didn't have my best friend, but I did
have Love. And now i don't even have that. How do I tell
him that I think I love him without scaring him away? there
has to be a reason I was with a guy for a year and a hlf
and I didn't loose my virginty to him, But as soon as I met
HIM I just knew it was right. He doesn't know how much he
has hurt me. I gave up so much for him, and now its like
hes giving me up. I don't know what to do. If anyone has
any advice or wants to know the whole story lemme know. Im
desperate for advice. I need to get him back I just dont
know how.
To Joel:
frustrated cuz i can`t tell if its real,
mad cuz u dOn`t knO hOw i feel,
upset cuz we can`t make it right,
sad cuz i need yOu day and night,
cOnfuzed cuz i dunnO wut 2 dO,
wOrried cuz all i think Of is yOu,
angry cuz yOu wOn`t take my hand,
agrivated cuz yOu dOn`t understand
scared cuz yOu won't take me back
pissed cuz yOu think this is wack
dissapOinted cuz we aren`t tOgether
but i cry cuz yOu'll be there fOrever




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