gabz

a bit internet obsest
2003-02-23 22:29:20 (UTC)

worried

i realized now (and before but this is the most recent
thought) that no matter where i go im not going to be able
to get the hell away from my thoughts so i decided that im
going to just let them do whatever the hell they want and
wander as far as they possibly can without accidently
slipping out of my mouth. although your pretty much the only
thing that i even come close to spilling my soul into, im
still a little paranoid and mistrusting when your involved
too seeng as your an ONLINE journal. ive been pretty much
screwed over by the internet for as long as i've been on
it... i remember when i asked blake out over it! hah good
times BUT SINCE THEN its allllll gone downhill. i mean
seriously, i'll just change the name on this and stop
worrying. i mean seriously who is going to bother looking up
my name on a damn internet journal thing.


i love allen harris. this is a problem, becuse allen harris
lives in maryland. maryland is far, far away. allen is also
quite possibly lieing to gabz. even tho the evidence all
coincides with that statement, gabz is trying to be so
disgustingly blind that she pretends like she doesnt notice
and finds herself taking extra precautions to go out of her
way to make him a believeable character.

gabz, i'm pathetic. and sitting here thinking about it just
making me queezy and irritated.

i need to get out of here. TOO BAD MY FINGERS ARE ITCHING TO
BE REMOVED OF ALL THIS NERVOUS ENERGY that has alas become
the source of my unending desire to write down every damn
thought thats bottled up in my head. (as you can see from
prior entries written approximately 5 seconds apart from
eachother) alright now tht it seems like im using my cousins
for their internet im going to go and socialize, but i'll
prolly come back within the next like 5 seconds to write
some more before i explode.

sincerely me,
*thats a good song*
i love you,
gabz




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