Randi Lynn

Ungrateful
2003-02-23 21:58:09 (UTC)

Mom

When I woke up this morning and after awhile, my mom decalres we're
gonna clean the house today! I say "Im not cleaning. I cleaned the
house on friday, I dont know why we need it cleaned again" Step dad:
"Because when tuesday rolls around I want it nice and shiny, so we're
gonna clean it today, tomorrow, and then again on tuesday, because I
know you two will mess it up between down and then" Me: "I dont mess
anything up, its you guys" "Us Guys?" "Yeah, you guys" "I dont make a
mess" "well mom does, she makes the most mess, when i make one, if I
do, I pick up after myself" Mom: "Well you're gonna clean your room
today" so I cleaned my room. Nice and clean. The only thing that was
messing it up was the pile of clothing on the floor x.x; But um,
later, my mom had eaten peas. She's allergic to frozen peas (not the
canned ones). So, I have no idea why she was dumb enough to eat them
in the first place. My step dad started driving her to the hospital,
but ater about 20 minutes of driving, she had to call the ambulance.
She couldn't breath. The ambulance came, recused her, and she's okay
now. But, they told her she wouldnt have made it all the way to the
hospital. She almost Died.Actully, all I can think about is that when
she gets home shes going to find somethign to be steaming mad about
and try to send me on a guilt trip by saying "I ALMOST DIED AND YOU-"
She will, too, because she's done it before. Just like she buys me
things that I dont ask for, and if I complain about having to do
something before or AFTER I do it, she'll get pissed and say "I GO OUT
OF MY WAY TO DO THINGS FOR YOU-" I guess im just an Ungrateful selfish
bitch, and dont forget heartless. Just like she said. Just remember -
I dont do mean things without reason. - 3:57 PM

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They just got home when I was in the tub. When I came downstairs she
was eating. I went over to the computer. A moment later my step dad
says something to me about not saying anything to my mom. I said "What
do you want me to say?" "you could ask her how she is" "how are ya,
mom?" "Did you know that I had to call the ambulace because I stopped
breathing?" "Nana told me" "Is that what she said?" "She said you
called hte ambulance and by the time they got there you had stopped
breathing. If you called when you had stopped breathing you wouldnt
have.....made it." - silence - So im sitting here playing Super Mario
RPG, trying to get the 6th star. Bai. - 5:37 PM

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Where are you, Nate? - 8:03 PM

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Did I mention my cousin Benjaman absolutly LOVED the Yu-Gi-Oh cards? I
Knew he'd like them. But all the little pratt kids cracked up
laughing, I didnt get it. Pratt kids = Danny, Sammy, David, Darryl.
Children of Vicki and Alan. Alan was laughing right along with his
kids. That family is fucked. - 8:09 PM

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My mom was talking to my step dad about how kevin was telling The
sargent at Camp Lejeune (He's a Marine, and thats his base), that he
likes, That he hates one of his other sargents so much that when hes
in battle he was to shoot him in teh head. And you know - Kevin means
that kind of thing. When I was younger he used to tell me he is going
to shoot me when we're older while im sleeping. And all my kids, too.
Anyway, she thinks hes fucked up in the head because he wants to kill
people. I wounder how fucked up she would think I am if she knew its
didnt bother me when people died; and at the thought of certain people
dieing, (Most people, actully. not just certain), i get HAPPY.
Sometimes i even HOPE they die when they get sick. Actully, sometimes
i even hope that I get sick, but not die. Im afraid to die. I dont
LIKE the unknown. - 8:14 PM




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