Austin

Ramblings Of a 18 y/o Fag
2003-02-23 08:04:19 (UTC)

well you ll all be glad to know..

well you'll all be glad to know that I have fully
recovered
from last night's "festivities". I woke up this morning
with my ears still ringing. It was like a hangover, but
with no pleasant memories to ease my pain.

This was quite a waste of a day if I do say so myself.
Between waking up at three in the afternoon, watching
(mind
you I said WATCHING)a workout video, and the several hours
of television, absolutely nothing was accomplished.

I'm having trouble deciding what to complain about. I
have
a paper cut under my fingernail, which is crazy painful,
but I also have gas pains in my chest. Or I could always
go back to the staples: I'm out of shape, out of work, out
of my mind, etc.

Well, while i think about that...

I've noticed that I have fairly amazing feet. I can do
everything with my toes that I can do with my hands
(except
one very imporant thing which I don't care to mention). I
can type, use a pencil, opperate a tv, radio, etc.

"Pete" hasn't called for several days now, and I can't
help
but wonder if he subscribes to the 'Fuck em and Chuck em'
school of thought. Either way, I'm less upset than I
thought I would be. I guess the experience will just give
me better confidence to meet a man who calls when he says
he will. If such a thing exists anyway.

i hope you all don't find this as disgusting as i would if
somebody else said it (whew), but I am in serious need of
a
shower. I don't know what it is. You drop out of school
and suddenly it's like all hygene goes out the window. I
think it's the fact that I no longer feel the need to
impress anybody. my family knows I'm a slob, so why put
real clothes on when i can wear a volley-ball jersey that
only goes half way down my torso, and a bed-sheet tied
around my waist? It's even worse than you're imagining it
is. Nope, worse than that too.

that sounds like enough personal buisness for one night.
maybe tomarrow I'll regale you with stories about ingrown
hairs and body oder. gross....




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