Chelsea

amazing things
2003-02-23 03:12:27 (UTC)

sing

something floats through my head. and it makes me cry.
maybe. it makes me smile. it makes me feel guilty. and
selfish. it makes me feel loved. it makes me feel nostalgic.
it makes me angry. at myself. for being so jealous. for
being so infanitly stupid. it makes me feel like a fool. it
makes me feel undeserving. it makes me wish for things that
are there, but not... that just need to surface just once.

"god how i love you"

i'm done. i will be happy-go-lucky starting tomarrow. like i
should be.




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