grapefruit_grrl

only happy when it rains
2003-02-22 18:14:36 (UTC)

old2

(originally written) 2003-01-01 - 6:08 p.m.

What the fuck is wrong with me? fucking kill me. Somebody
just FUCKING KILL ME!!! Rip my beating heart and hold it in
front of me so I can see how shriveled up and black and
cold it is as I throw up all my guts and slowly die. Is it
physically possible to ruin everyone's lives? Fuck me. I
fucking hate myself. Everything about me makes me
physically sick. Just shoot me. Fucking shoot me. I've
ruined my mum's life, I've ruined my Dad's life, I've
ruined my sister's life, I've ruined my mum's boyfriend's
life, just shoot me. I don't even deserve that. Tie me up
and chains and let me be pecked at by all the vultures. Or
chop me up into little pieces while I'm still alive and
feed me to a cannibal. Atleast someone would get a meal out
of it. I need to be locked away. Just take me away. I'm
crazy. I'm fucking nuts.

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