abby c

wow... that sucks
2001-09-28 04:25:13 (UTC)

alone, officially

i've been lisetnign to glycerine all day today and cryign the whole
time.........."I don't want this, remember that."


tomorrow's friday.

i'm just gonna drink alotta vodka before school...

and i'm not goign out tomorrow, i dont feel like goin out..
and even if i wanted to i only have 6 dollars to my name...

i spent all day today asleep and i liked it, alot... i dotn
liek beign awake anymore living your life asleep is so much
better...

ed likes sabrina and katie...... so i guess i'm just goign
to back off no matter how much it hurts... it'll hurt more
if i keep tryign to get back to the way things were, wont
it? i mean, ed doesn't want me, i can see it in his eyes
that he wants me n him to be over so.......

ughh thats all i think abotu now, is how great everythign
USED to be... the best part of my whoel summer, no- my whole
LIFE was when i was with ed but i guess the whoel thign was
fake... and now the school year is starting to set in and
katies movin in too

whatever, i dont want to get choked up about it so i'm
stopping writing about it before the tears start

............................................................
maybe i'll have kelli sleepover tomorrow, but i dono it'll
be stupid cuz i'll probably sleep the whoel time... no, get
drunk and then go to sleep

yeah, i'm definatly dreadign school tomorrow, seeing everyone

okay... i'm going to go and lie in the dark now

bye


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