waste_some_time

Daily ramblings of an idiot
2003-02-22 11:28:04 (UTC)

i worry bout them all :(

ahhh its saturday, saturdays r usually good right? last
saturday there was jenny ad petes engagement party, that
was fun...karaoke TWICE tut. the saturday before that i
picked up my guitar YAY shiny newness :) hmmmm so anyway
lets just hope this saturday follows the fucking trend and
is as good as the first two...

everyones too feckin upset, i cant deal with all this at
once, everyones so down i mean vez, she was so happy that
she was gonna be an auntie it kinda brought her outa the
whole depression thing but now her sis has had a
miscarriage, shes reallly upset, why does this always
happen to people you know :( and why does it always happen
tto ppl who really want kids and people who get pregnant by
accident dont really want them at all? :( :( :( i know amy
is feelin down aswell, her boyfriend ed passed out the
other day from blood loss and raz had to try and save his
fuckin life and its not like raz hasnt got enough on her
plate, thursday night, at the sleepover she just came out
with all this stuff about her dad, she needs sum1 to blame
it on and sum1 2 shout at and when he left her as a child
then how can she? and shes just taking it out on herself. i
know we were under the infulence n stuff but me n raz were
just sittin there outside on the floor, crying, i worry
about her too much and i cant help her :(

i always thort charl was fine but on thrusday night, she
told me she'd taken an overdose of her prozac tablets, &
instead of 2per day, i just hope they rnt that strong
enough to do anything, and hselle everytime i ask her 'is
hse ok?' she sez yeah shes fine and i know she isnt!!! i
think shes upset about the shawn thing....shawn likes jess,
shawn has only just finished shelle, i saw shelle
crying...i KNOW SHE ISNT OK FFS

jess is upset too, because ed still has a problem with her
and everyone seems to favour her over him, because
everytime they all go out, they dont invite her, because ed
still has a problem with her..if i was her id just ignore
it all, she knows we all luv her tut hmmm

whos left, yeah maggie, ya know wot i think she was onlu
crying the other nite cos emotions were kinda high strung
and it was kinda hard not to cry but she sez shes upset
about, he cruelly dumped her, the bastard, she doesnt mutha
fluffin need him, we've told her this .. hey well i still
have two happy frineds this is good, sarah is really happy
because she luvvvvvzzzzzz michael lol apparently 'hes
really nice, not like the others, and when im in 6th form,
rid of vicky ill jump in there MWHAHA' tutut norty sarah
AH WELL and emma she seems happy enough, kind of acting all
motherly on thrusday night, im grateful for that, then
again if emma was upset, i guess we wouldnt know cos she
never really talks about her emotions :(

im very sorry this is such a long entry, i cant really put
it any shorter now can i

oh shit P.S on thursday....at the sleepover...i dumped steve :( i do
still kinda like him but i think its best really cos i need to empty
my fluffin head at the mo dya know what i mean? im a little fecked up
at the mo......i do feel a bit of a bee hatch tho......just a week we
were goin out....:( eek




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