nothing going on today, still with my diet! yeeeaa!!!
wrote Jeff a letter today, was wondering if i should mail
it or not, A. said go for it, that i have nothing to lose,
which is true, i just dont want it to look like im kissing
his ass to try and bring him back... i just told him about
my diet and that i dont feel sorry for myself anymore, i
want him to know that ive changed, i dont expect it to
bring him back, but, i just want him to know, he probably
wont even read it anyway, who knows, uughhh! im tired of
thinking about him!!!