i've fallen head over heals

the gay/pathetic/boring life of kayla
2003-02-22 03:27:17 (UTC)

thinkin again

well.. my night just got a lot worse! well i jsut got home
from the doctor! gosh they are evil! i hate doctors! bout
as much as i hate clowns! haha matt! and stacy! well yeah i
just read stacys diary and it got me depressed cuz i know
when she was talking bout matt and ashley gettin the hook
up and she said SOMEONE IS BOUT TO GET MAD BUT THEY
SHOULDNT CUZ THEY ARE THAT GOOD OF A FRIEND THEN well i
think she was talkin bout me cuz she knows that i like matt
a lot a lot a lot and so yeah i think she was talkin bout
me cuz i think she thinks that i will be all mad if they go
out and i mean yeah i will be really sad but ya know what
good for them i mean ashley is lucky to get a chance wiht
him! and he is lucky to get someone like her cuz she is an
awesome friend! and i do wish them the best of luck! but
you know what stacy! not trying to sound mean but yeah i
will be sad/mad but you know what it dont matter cuz i know
i will never have him so if you were talking bout me dont
cuz yeah! i mena i do like him but GOOD LUCK GUYS! IF YOU
DO END UP GOIN OUT! ilove you guys! and stacy please dont
be mad at me cuz i wasnt trying to sound mean or sound like
i was gettin an attitude with you cuz i wasnt! i love ya
girl! and matt if you read this dont take any of it
effencivily! i love you guys! and hey anu too! well i just
wanna thank anu for everything she has helped me through
and i know it all has been pretty dumb but you listened and
thanks for that! luv ya! and i love ya matt and stacy!
thanks! well i got to go put my eye drops in (ugh those
damn doctors!) haha i got to go! luv ya *kayla*




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