mari
My life it's 1 BIG RoLlAcOaStA
well it s been a while since I..
well it's been a while since I've written but here's the
update on me....I went out with Ali Mahmood (he goes to
Cranbrook High)it begain great and then that ended in
disaster...he broke up with me once then we got back
together then like a couple days later he dumped me AGAIN
and we never got back together and so I got mad cuz he said
he never loved me or sumthin like that cuz I loved him
sooooo much(still do..I won't deny it)...more then the
fucking world and my life. Soooo I tried to commit sucide by
downing like 7 pills of Welbutrin each of them were 150
milligrams. so then I went to the hospital...they treated it
like a suicide attempt and had me examined..stomach pumped
and the psych. head talk to me....they said i just made a
stupid mistake and they released me back into the world
after I spent the whole day with them. So then I got a new
intake of life....it was like I started my life over that
day...sum things have gotten better sum have gotten
worse....alot of people at Detroit Country Day hate
me....isn't that uncanny???...it's sooo known that people
hate me...I think Andrew Sandoval does...Landon....who
else..oo like half of my grade .... maybe Dani dunno...lots
of people...I'm not loved but hey thats ok...besides I'm
starting over at a new school next year...Andover High
School!! it's a sweeeeet place skool gets out at like 2:30
cept on Wed. where it gets out at 1:40 but we have orchestra
practice from like 5-7 pm....but still it's kool...but i'll
miss DCDS alot!! but we don't have the money and Im not a
hardworker so screw it......but neways I gotta go get sum
shut-eye while eric and carl are smoking a bowl LOL Eric
makes me laugh...him and John and Logan are the only people
that make me happy...oo and Nick too..but haven;'t talked to
him in a while..him and Kristine...but neways I gots to go
nighty night P.S I like sum1 now ...if you ask i might tell
you....and...a message to every1..when you get drunk you go
to heaven.know why>> cuz when you're drunk you're unconcious
and when your unconcious then you're innocent and cuz you're
innocent you go to heaven!! Life is a waste of time and time
is a waste of life so go and get wasted all the time!!
hahhahahah me hyper well gots to go love ya bye bye- maraj
aka rajja aka mirage(eric;s name for me)
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