mari

My life it's 1 BIG RoLlAcOaStA
2003-02-21 20:59:48 (UTC)

well it s been a while since I..

well it's been a while since I've written but here's the

update on me....I went out with Ali Mahmood (he goes to

Cranbrook High)it begain great and then that ended in

disaster...he broke up with me once then we got back

together then like a couple days later he dumped me AGAIN

and we never got back together and so I got mad cuz he said

he never loved me or sumthin like that cuz I loved him

sooooo much(still do..I won't deny it)...more then the

fucking world and my life. Soooo I tried to commit sucide by

downing like 7 pills of Welbutrin each of them were 150

milligrams. so then I went to the hospital...they treated it

like a suicide attempt and had me examined..stomach pumped

and the psych. head talk to me....they said i just made a

stupid mistake and they released me back into the world

after I spent the whole day with them. So then I got a new

intake of life....it was like I started my life over that

day...sum things have gotten better sum have gotten

worse....alot of people at Detroit Country Day hate

me....isn't that uncanny???...it's sooo known that people

hate me...I think Andrew Sandoval does...Landon....who

else..oo like half of my grade .... maybe Dani dunno...lots

of people...I'm not loved but hey thats ok...besides I'm

starting over at a new school next year...Andover High

School!! it's a sweeeeet place skool gets out at like 2:30

cept on Wed. where it gets out at 1:40 but we have orchestra

practice from like 5-7 pm....but still it's kool...but i'll

miss DCDS alot!! but we don't have the money and Im not a

hardworker so screw it......but neways I gotta go get sum

shut-eye while eric and carl are smoking a bowl LOL Eric

makes me laugh...him and John and Logan are the only people

that make me happy...oo and Nick too..but haven;'t talked to

him in a while..him and Kristine...but neways I gots to go

nighty night P.S I like sum1 now ...if you ask i might tell

you....and...a message to every1..when you get drunk you go

to heaven.know why>> cuz when you're drunk you're unconcious

and when your unconcious then you're innocent and cuz you're

innocent you go to heaven!! Life is a waste of time and time

is a waste of life so go and get wasted all the time!!

hahhahahah me hyper well gots to go love ya bye bye- maraj

aka rajja aka mirage(eric;s name for me)




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