dancedancerevolucion

Pret-a-Porter
2003-02-21 04:14:59 (UTC)

shyzer film making bitches

after spending a whole frigging day in the sound stage
building and painting and setting up lights and the camera
and dolly i think i can safely say i hate
filmmaking...unless you have a million dollar budget and a
million crew members it totally sucks dick...i wanna
change my profession...i wanna be a dancer...yup hmm mmm
dancer...i've decided a life as a background dancer for
madonna or let's say reba mcentire would be sufficient for
me...especially for reba...like her twat makes me so wet
that my foreskin is practically falling off (yeah like
that could happen!)...so i ate like a total lard ass...ill
i feel gross now...i've been constipated for two days...im
so fucking tired...im sooooo not looking forward to
tomorrow its going to be insane...but that's film i
guess...
so im really looking forward to getting drunk tomorrow
night and going to meet boys because i really wanna get
laid this weekend...it has to be better then last weekend
or at least it can't hurt (no foreskin pullback
please!)...i hope that natalie and alex and ray and
aldirto (where is that mexican burrito?) come...omg
telephone call hold on...its natalie telling me her week
sucks ass...yeah join the fucking club...i just downloaded
a really cool sugar water remix and its amazing...i felt
that you people need to know...like i wonder if anyone
besides the people i know read this...i kinda hope
not...it'd be such a waste of their time...like i'd feel
bad for people to read my crap...im feeling really fucking
down today...im just soo tired and nervous and broke and
blah blah blah...im like a fucking robot on repeat for
fucksakes...every journal i repeat the same shit...where's
pablo? like what kind of boyfriend do i have? the least
he could do is come pleasure me since he doesn't even
exist...

la la laaaa la la laaaa
vamos a la playa mon ami
take me the fuck away from this place
manyana manyana andiamos

k talk later
renzo

p.s. is chris martin ever gonna call me or should i just
call him?