the blue period

Spanning Time
2001-09-27 17:53:53 (UTC)

What a sham

So, on the 27th day of this month I am beginning my 27th
year of existence. Yes kids, today I am 26. For anyone
who may read this and is 21 or better yet has not yet
turned 21, I just want to let you know that every birthday
after 21 becomes less enjoyable, and actually more
depressing. Life isn't what they said it'd be. All these
people who say it's wonderful and grand can kiss my white
ass. It is merely a confusing state of set backs and
struggle. I don't care if anyone thinks that I'm too young
to feel this way, or if anyone older than me gives me the
line,"Well, if you're old, then I must be ancient...". I
hate getting older, and the older I get, the more I will
despise it. Some may deal with this better, and good for
you if you can. I will not pretend that I am ok with it,
nor will I accept it as something I cannot change. I can't
change the fact that it is hot at the end of September, but
I'll still say that it sucks. Oh, and this one,"There are
alot of people out there in much worse situations, and they
aren't giving up hope, and they're happy." Well la dee
frickin dah. I'm living my life, and I get to have the
final criticism. I guess maybe I expected too much from
life itself. Well, no longer will I make that sad
mistake. Todays recommendation, "Life Stinks"-a great Mel
Brooks flick.




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