Fell From Faith

Evolution of Life
2003-02-20 06:02:47 (UTC)

A good day, finally...

Time: 12:49 a.m
Music: Evanescence "My Immortal"
Mood: Pretty Damn Good

Today was just one of those good days. I haven't had one in
awhile. Don't get me wrong, some things about today sucked
but thats everyday, you get over that.

I woke up at 10 this morning, just sat on the back porch
and watched the sky listening to some Mix Cd I have. Alot
of softer rock like Tonic, Acoustic Fuel, and Goo Goo
Dolls. It make things seem so much more brighter than
usual. Life is a pain in the ass yeah, but they're so many
beautiful things in it. For example, friendship. I hung out
with Tricia today, yes her again. I've been around her alot
lately. She's who got me to start making one of these
things. We were sitting outside her house talking, fighting
because she thinks she can actually beat me up. Pokin'
about doing our own thing.

Thats what life is all about. Moments that will last
forever. Things that just make you feel like its all worth
it all and fight for all the time you have. I haven't had
one in a couple of years but I remember the last one
clearly.

It was about three years ago. Becca and I were driving down
the highway at night in my old camaro with the windows
down. The cold breeze hitting us in the face as we glided
down the road. She held my hand tightly as she laid her
head back and closed her eyes. At that moment, I knew I
would fight forever for her, no matter what happends, we'd
pull through.

Ironically enough, we didn't. A year after, we ended and I
went on with my life. I still remember that moment though
and thats what is important, to continue having those
moments.

If tricia reads this, have your moment, and don't let go.
Rather it be with friends, family, or lovers. Just don't
ever let go...




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