me

Ignorance is bliss
2003-02-20 00:58:00 (UTC)

the apartment

i am a little excited because felicia and i called an
apartment and they said that it was no problem that she was
17 and they have a whole bunch open so she is meeting the
guy down at ralph's store tomorrow night to discuss which
one we want yeah the one we want is on waldo street i saw
it it is actually nice i think this is so exciting us both
having our first apartment together growing up on our n for
the first time with eachother facing the world for the
first time the both of us i am really excited i am going to
auburn tomorrow with rachel and oh yeah i forgot to write
in here about when we went to a get together it was at my
sister and sonie's house and it felt good they actually
wanted us there and accepted me and didn't give me looks
and they were my age so no calling me immature i am happy i
am finally starting to talk to people my own age and not
getting made fun of because of the things i want i have
more then a few people to talk to when i am down and they
can call me lol well felicia is on a smoking kick she
bought a pack of ciggerattes i think it is kinda because
she has been catching rides with heather and because they
work together but if it is what she wants to do i am just
worried she will get sick or something i hope it is over
soon i am glad felicia has been making friends at work i
told her that when we get an apartment we can invite
heather and justin over i used to have things against them
but i think it was just because it was influenced i hated
the way justin treated someone from the past but i think i
can give him another chance for felicia they are really
getting along well they talked about the concert and
heather said she would take us because she is going i just
hope they stay friends i have seen a difference in felicia
that is really all that is on my mind lately i am pretty
happy lately i have been focusing on other things and it is
working i always thought i only had a few friends but then
when i stepped back from the ones who oly wanted to be
around me when it was convienient for them i found ones who
want the best for me and i want for them so i can happy say
i don't miss anyone from the past for a short while i
wanted to move back to louisiana because i thought i was
alone i am still considering it i miss my family and they
have a lot of oppertunities there for felicia but i think
we will hold back on that for a while and focus on us and
me i am getting better for once in my life i think it is
because i know i am not alone and for once i know i deserve
someone to listen to me so yeah for me if inally called
lois i have an appointment on tuesday i am getting back on
track i hope soon i will be in school and that will be good
for me well i am done i am thinking about making my diary
public again well felicia should be home any minute and i
want to love her she is bringing me a blt yeah we have been
saving most of our money so that we can move in then i get
my check on the 3rd and when i turn 16 i will be better and
i will be in school so i can get a job ok i think i thought
things over enough i am going to lay down i need to figure
out what i am going to wear tomorrow to go shopping i need
to find christle to ask her for some money i want to
surprise felicia with something because i haven't gotten
her anything for valentines yet because i was upset about
everything but now i'm good ok i think i have said that
enough i am really done now




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