i've fallen head over heals

the gay/pathetic/boring life of kayla
2003-02-20 00:05:09 (UTC)

just thinkin

wow i have been thinkin! i have come to find out i do that
a lot! haha well i dont think matt has this name anymore!
but i dont know! but oh well! if he dont i will tell him
what i write in here anyways cuz he got mad cuz i was
writing in here bout him! well so yeah! i got real mad
today cuz like i said earlier in one of my other entries
today becky was flirting with him all day and it was pissin
me off and i dont know why i dont go with him or anything
but man i would like to! haha but so yeha she made my day
worse! but it wasnt even really that bad i guess today i
was just thinkin a lot and tried not to cry all day! but oh
well we all get over it sometime dont we>!!?!?! haha well i
guess i will have to just get over the fact that i know i
will never get matt! DAMNIT! well i need to talk bout
osmething other than matt dont i? but oh well i prolly
wont! you all know that you wanna hear bout him! well u
would if you saw him and got to know him! aww hes so
sweet!!!! gosh! haha well i guess when he was going with
stacy i started to like nick but i dont think i do now! i
think he is just someone who i can really tlak to and know
will tell me the truth...(ew i have been eating cheerios
for my supper and im really getting tired of them)(i had to
say that cuz i just poped some in my mouth and i dont know
i jsut had to say that) but yeah i think i REALLY REALLY
REALLY like matt! and aww today brandi was talkin to me
bout it and she was like aww you guys should go out!! and i
was like i know but it will never happen! haha she was like
aww shoot it will! i was like I WISH! haha thats my girl
too! and i just wanna say thanks to nick, matt, stacy, anu,
carissa, and everyone that listens to all my bull shit! i
know you guys dont wanna hear bout it but i just need ppl
to talk to and i guess (this sounds stupid and corny) but i
guess im just glad u guys are my friends! i would burst if
i didnt have anyone to talk to! well i am bout to go cuz i
need to talk to all my friends! alright love ya! *kayla*




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