Derk

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2003-02-19 19:08:18 (UTC)

First Entry Wed. Feb. 19th 2003

This is the first time I ever tried one of these online
diary things so we'll see how it goes.
Hmmm whats going on in my life???....Well after a year
without a drivers licence i'm getting my license back.
I paid the 425.00 for a reinstatment fee, so now i just
have to wait until the state of ohio gets off their ass's
and do something!!!! This has been a year of complete hell
i can't believe i was drinking and driving to begin with.
That was the dumbest thing i have ever done, but i guess i
learned my lesson...I don't ever want to go through that
again. Plus i had to ALWAYS depend on someone for
transportation and that was definatly not fun. But it's all
done and over with hopefully i'll get my life back to
normal. For someone being as independent as i am i can't
believe i survived being around people without pulling my
hair out..But my friends have been terrific through all of
this. Especially Andrew, he has helped me out soooo much
and now that he's in his time of need i wish i could help
him out the same way he helped me. But the only thing i can
do for him right now is be there.

I've been staying at my mom's house for the past few
days....talk about low activity, it reminds me of a
deserted retirment home, but it was nice being back in my
own home, it's just going to take some getting used to.
I forgot what it was like being around my mother who acts
like working at a grocery store deli is the most important
and stressful job, she gets so wrapped up in their little
games and politics and goes on and on about them like it's
a national cotastrophy. But god love her, she means well
though and i couldn't ask for a better parent.




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