juliana

something to write home about
2003-02-19 15:07:49 (UTC)

entropy

Alright, of course this is psuedonym. It's alot easier
that way, you can't really write unless you don't think
anyone is going to read it, because you would skew it if
that were the case, and i don't want to look back on this
and wonder if it's actually what happened or not. First of
all, i'm writing all of this so i don't forget her. I know
i'll never forget her, but i want to remember everything,
every small detail of what happened and how i felt about
it, and for some cases, how it changed me. We talk about t
hat sometimes, how it's hard to tell when you're
quintessentially yourself, because people are so dynamic,
always changing. She's the first girl i've ever been in
love with, and it's scary, because that gives someone so
much power over you, to really hurt you, but i have to
beleive she's trustworthy, if she isn't than i dont' know
who is.




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