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Julia's Rants
2001-09-26 21:21:17 (UTC)

Fear

I'm afraid of the unknown. I'm afraid of new things. I
think it's because they are changes. Today I am going to go
to the first "Reflections" meeting. That is our school's
literary magazine. It is a carry in. I'm worried because
I'm not sure if what I'm bringing in is appropriate for high
schoolers. Will they want cheez-its and crackers and
cheese? Who knows? How can I tell? I have a huge problem
with this. I have to fit in, or I feel bad, lonely, left
out. I probably won't know very many people at the meeting.
April will be there, but I don't know if anyone else will. I
wish Stefani were coming, but we seem to be falling apart
(see "Stefani") All I can do is trust God and pray.