Underdogs and Tidal Waves

Southside of Mellow
2003-02-18 02:51:11 (UTC)

Something like a bad day

Febuary 17, 2003
Monday 9:14 PM

Today is a bad day that's only going to get worse.
If I thought today was bad, think about how tommorow and
what the day after that will be like.
It never gets any better.
Just this sickness that grows inside of me.
This impatience and boredom with life and the constant
pain and bitterness that I have to go through just to
endure it.
Then other assholes ask "Oh what is there to be stressed
out about?"
That's just a load of bullshit that pisses me off even
more.
They're just so fucking stupid.
They don't know what it's like. Their puny neanderthal
brains can't even begin to comprehend what I'm going
through. They have no idea at all. They think that it's
all funny and that it's all good. Sorry life just doesn't
work that way.
They're just fucking ignorant and no nothing outside of
their own fucking minuscle petty problems. I mean nothing.
I don't matter. I'm only there to talk to and complain to
because some stupid shirt is fucking over-priced.

Here's a list of problems,

1. I've lost my shoes.
2. I'm about to get kicked out of a school.
3. I'm on the verge of getting kicked out of the house.
4. I can't commit to stupid crap like play practice, etc.
5. I'm the one who has to put up with everyone's goddamn
bitching, which only leads to my own.
6. I have to decide where I'm going to spend the next four
years of my life in about two hours.
7. I have play practice again tommorow and have to find a
ride home.

oh yeah, and there's much more that I don't feel like
listing cause the list goes on and on and if I list them
it's only gonna make me more stressed out.

Ok, this kinda hard while Bohemian Rhapsody is blaring in
the backround.

Nothing that interesting has really happened and I kinda
can't concentrate right now so maybe I'll add on some more
later.................




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