stupidhead

read this and die...
2003-02-18 01:23:44 (UTC)

unfortunately brought on by the events of today. damn i wish i didnt care. bleh and a mega half.

blah blah blah, you know...

"let it come back."

when all i want is you
but nothing is returned
when this once i think its true
but i guess i never learned
what did i do so wrong?
to drive you away
where did i go wrong this time?
theres so much i want to say
so much i want to tell you
but nothings breaking free
i guess you'll never understand
just how much you mean to me
so i'll lay patiently in solitude
my glass coffin resting on the tracks
and i'm sending prayers to the skies
for that feeling to come back...
i'll be waiting
i can never quite relax
but i know its worth the wait
for that feeling to come back...
please let that feeling come back..
come back...


this one wasnt really brought on by the events of today,
but i wrote it earlier that day at wendys and i dont feel
like starting a new post thing. yeah. so fuck off.

"bliss escaped."

when you have nothing to do but think
you start thinking awful things
throwing hope up to the wind
when all you've ever done is lost
backed against a bloody cross
you know deep in your heart, you'll never win

so i'll sink back in my cell
collecting dust up on the shelf
long ago i lost the key
now only you can help

save me, set me free
only you know how, and its not how you would think
so come on and save me, set me free
your mirrored in my heart, dont leave me just to bleed

'bliss was it in that dawn to be alive...'
but i've never tasted life
bliss escaped anew
but no need for a full scale search
i know just where it resides on earth
and it hides, within you


"bliss was it in that dawn to be alive/ but to be young was
very heaven."- william wordsworth




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