Jencaero

Happy Noodle Boy Rox!
2001-09-26 01:37:32 (UTC)

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david brought out some good in me
he really did
he started me talking
about stupid stuff yes, but still
talking none the less
i mean george was the beginning of me having friends who i
talked to
even though i couldnt identafy with him
then it was david
i could talk to him easily and he could with me.. he asked
me out once i didnt understand why
still am unclear on it
well i lost him
to laura
hes her puppy dog now
dont understand it
shes nice but should treat him better
i think so anyways
i mean
well
you know
well you cant really know
hell this is just me talking to myself isnt it
im having a 2 person convo!
haha IM A FUCKIN SKITZ!!!
jk
im not that bad
just gettin these thoughts, stupid as they may seem ,
stupid as they are, outta my system

during david i met nikki
she was great
we could think together
think like i think
we clicked
katie went along with us
she didnt understand some of nikki and my opinions though
she doesnt like me much some days, others im her best
friend (katie)
i miss nikki
she still lives close but she may as well live a million
miles away cuz i never see her
id like to talk to her
seems our friendship is almost over though
during nikki i was strugling with lizzy
every1 told me liz was a bitch
including nikki
but i refused to believe it
well liz and i were fighting and then somehow i stumbled
across andrew
haha hes kewl
i can talk to him better than anyone
well nikki, who at one time was my best friend still kept
in contact with me over the summer but not as much
a. became my best friend
haha i have lizzy to thank for that
he liked her so i tried to pair them up
haha its funny i think at that time i kinda liked andrew too
not really during when he liked lizzy
but a little after
lol
i needta tell him that sometime
hell think im really weird then
oh well he probably already knows how weird i am and
accepts it
if not then i guess i was wrong that were friends
hes the best friend ive ever had
dont wanna loose him
but will it happen?
as i said
change
change happens
change is bad
i hate it
gg
bye




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