Jencaero

Happy Noodle Boy Rox!
2001-09-26 01:27:58 (UTC)

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music
music
im obsessed with it
hmm
wonder why
do i identify with it?
do i draw info from it?
what is it that i like about it!? and why rock... is it
because i grew up with it? i have a pretty unique music
taste i mean the only people who i know like old stuff are
A. and david k... david k doesnt like bon jovi or u2 or def
leppard though...
hmmm
music
what is it, really
just noises?
lalala there i just made music
music-
noise?
no
music is not noise
its something else
but what?
what is music?
even though it doesnt really matter i guess i shall try to
attempt to answer this question
it expresses something?
i dunno
i fell stupid talkin about this stuff
but no one will see it so...
ahhh what is music?
i sound like im on jeporady
hell, what is tv!?
i dont like it
i dont understand it
i mean it just distracts me from life, from my problems
leading me to music again
that line i just said
reminds me
of something
an alanis morrisette song
all i really want
i mean theres this one part
which ive always loved
which really hits me... ill type it up in caps
WHY ARE YOU SO PETRAFIED OF SILENCE? HERE CAN YOU HANDLE
THIS

(SILENCE)


DID YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BILLS YOUR AXE YOUR DEADLINES WHEN
YOU THINK YOURE GONNA DIE OR DID YOU LONG FOR THE NEXT
DISTRACTION
that part really hits me hard
it seems that everything is a distraction
to keep us from thinking to hard
to keep us blind from the truth
i dunno
her songs are really good
and here, this part from the song perfect..
SOMETIMES IS NEVER QUITE ENOUGH IF YOURE FLAWLESS THEN
YOULL WIN MY LOVE... DONT FORGET TO WIN FIRST PLACE DONT
FORGET TO KEEP THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE ... WITH EVERYTHING
I DO FOR YOU THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS KEEP QUIET...THAT
SIMPLY WASNT GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE US PROUD...ILL LIVE FOR
YOU ILL MAKE YOU WHAT I NEVER WAS IF YOU ARE THE BEST THEN
MAYBE SO AM I COMPARED TO HIM CONPARED TO HER IM DOING THIS
FOR YOUR OWN DAMN GOOD YOULL MAKE UP FOR WHAT I BLEW WHATS
THE PROBLEM WHY ARE YOU CRYING
it reminds me of how i sometimes feel
with my parents
their pressure
and if i buckle under it they dont understand
another song is forgiven... kinda what im tryin to find in
religion....
I NEVER FORGOT IT CONFUSING AS IT WAS NO FOR WITH NO GIRLS
FEELINGS THE SINNERS THE SAVIORS THE LOVE FOR US FREEZE ILL
SEE YOU NEXT SUNDAY WE ALL HAD OUR REASONS TO BE THERE WE
ALL HAD A THING OR 2 TO LEARN WE ALL NEEDED SOMETHING TO
CLING TO... SO WE DID... i mean isnt it true... our relig
is something to cling to
i mean is it possible that there is someone else trying to
interpret life?
perhaps thats why i love music so much
WHAT I LEARNED I REJECTED BUT I BELIEVED IN YOU OUTTA ...
OTHER THINGS TRADITION IF I JUMP IN THIS FOUNTIAN WILL I BE
FORGIVEN
will i be forgiven... hypocrites
thats what they are
hmmm
man if anyone reads this theyre gonna think im crazy
lol
heres some more of the song
WE ALL HAD DELUsIONS IN OUR HEADS WE ALL HAD OUR MINDS MADE
UP FOR US WE HAD TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING SO WE DID
makes sense to me
almost what my opinion is
these things i can relate to
i mean geez
i love that cd
music
maybe i still dont know what it is but i think i better
understand why it is...