ChickRockeR

My Crazy Life
2003-02-17 16:38:14 (UTC)

lost the one i've loved....

hey guess what. my life is just one big shit hole. me and
adam broke up. we only went out for a month and 11 days. i
cant believe it. i loved him so much, i thought he felt the
same way, but i guess i was wrong. i was crying so much, i
hate relationships, im always the one that just totally
gets crushed. mayb cuz i get too into them. but i cant help
it, he totally brought me into this one, telling me that we
were gunna be together forever and i believed it-all of it.
mayb i should just end my life here, i have nothing to live
for. adam was like, my only reason for living, and now i
lost him, and i have nothing. my life is basically
pointless. god, i dont know what to do anymore, the last
few days, my life has been horrible, its not even worth
living. i cant stand it, i cant stand anything. i guess ill
go now, talk 2 ya later.
-holls




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