cRYstal

my manic world
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2001-02-24 23:05:36 (UTC)

the allure of the meth. it..

the allure of the meth. it calls me to it, but i must
resist. i don't think my heart can take it. i quit, but i
still crave it occasionally. my heart always pounds so
fast. so many past nights of meth, ice and x, not to
mention my cigarette smoking. i think i have tachycardia
(ie. rapid heartbeat). i feel so awful, so down, so
depressed. maybe i need help, maybe its not maybe i need
help, maybe its i DO need help. hahahaha, i don't know, as
always, oh well......its off to work i go, to be
miserable.


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