2003-02-16 11:57:54 (UTC)
I talked to Cheryl tonight. She pointed out that I have
these two sides that are fighting with one another. And how
I wish they'd just seperate and disappate, but they aren't.
And they conflict and they mesh and I don't know what to do
with them. And some things have become a little clearer.
Well maybe in my mind and my thinking. Certain words and
things said. I think I have worked out what they meant. Which doesn't
make one feel any better if my thinking is right.
Arghhhhh I hate to delete stuff. I'm too fuddled for this now. Anyway
I don't really want to talk about my feelings. It doesn't get me