chicka655

if you see jordan
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2003-02-16 03:18:31 (UTC)

just go for it...PSH

just go for it..PSH
what a load of crap

bLondEbeachbabE [10:07 PM]: just go for it, be like
would you go out with me because i really like you and
you're a really cool guy
stefinator655 [10:08 PM]: no, i have a fear of rejection
bLondEbeachbabE [10:10 PM]: well get over it, quickly!

get over it, sounds easier then it really is
okay dont get me wrong i am NOT afraid to ask him out, but
i dont think i could handle him saying no..it would be so
upsetting to me
i'm the type of girl who really would ask him out i REALLY
would, but i wont because of the following reasons:

1.) i dont know him that well
2.) the whole fear of rejection thing
3.) if he says no i'll have to move on again, and i hate
that

AND THE THING IS, IF I ASK HIM OUT AND HE SAYS YES, I'LL BE
THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!

but i plan on asking him to my soph hop, i mean then i can
get to know him better!

see, sometimes i tell myself, it'll all work out in the
end, God will see everything through. and i know this is
true, but i just feel so lonely sometimes. i just want to
be loved by some guy. i want to be able to call up my b/f
and tell him about my day, and him tell me about his and
then hang up with an i luv you. i guess i just have to
trust that it will happen, and in time i know it will.

haha by now you're prolly thinking i'm some kind of
religious nut, but i'm not. i pray to my God and i live
out my beliefs, but i AM NOT a religious freak.

well i'm out
~stef

music][Something Corporate - if you see jordan


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