over_tired

Insight Into The Mind
2003-02-15 20:29:59 (UTC)

Promises, ANOTHER Poem

i do't know why but lately i cannot write anything other
than poems, whenever i want to sit down and write one of
the ongoing storie i'm writing my mind goes completley
blank, but as soon i think about poetry immediatly
something comes out. i'm pretty sure my sub-consious is
telling me to forget the fucking stories and concentrate on
my poetry, but what can i say? i don't listen to ppl
normally so i am still slaving away trying to get them
done, but in the meantime here is a poem i wrote two days
ago.

Promises
i promised myself i wouldn't fall for anyone again
i promised myself i would keep the world at bay
i promised myself i wouldn't let anyone hurt me

i guess i'm not very good at keeping promises
i've fallen for you, HARD. Harder than i though possible
i promised myself and yet i let it happen
i didn't want you to have control of me
of my emotions

i can't keep everyone away because i'm starting to care
The faceless are starting to get features
they are starting to stick in my mind
they are starting to be remembered

The ice around my heart is melting
it is cracking with the pain
this wasn't supposed to happen
i was supposed ot go through life without any hurt
but i let down my defenses

i promised myself i wouldn't fall for anyone again
i promised myself i would keep the world at bay
i promised myself i would never let anyone hurt me

i didn't keep these promises to myself
what do i do now?
i can no longer hide from life
it has me in it's grip tight as iron

i never wanted to be part of life
i wanted to be seperate
that's why i made the promises to myself
to keep myself safe and secluded
so what do i do now?

now that i broke
my promises to myself?
~~~~
ok so i posted this on Kiwibox.com, on one of the
postboards and the ppl on that website sometimes piss the
hell out of me. first of all they said this poem sounded
lovesick, how the fuck does this sound love sick???? and
two because i said PLEASE R&R!! they told me i was fucking
begging!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Ziko


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