Worcs Of A Dangerus Mind
2003-02-15 20:15:21 (UTC)

Heartbroken Tragedy

i am so fucking pissed off right now. my ex g/f told
some guy that i was "using" my new g/f to get back to her.
FUCK U LINDSEY. u idiot I BROKE UP W/ U! y would i use
ballz to get back to u. y would i wanna go back to u? of
corse i still like u, but u lied to me to much, u screwed
up ur chances this time, and o i no u wanted one
"I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes"

yea thats a bunch of crap lindsey. i said there and
pleaded for u to come back to me, u said no. so i moved on
like u insisted, and now, NOW ur mad at me for it? see how
fucking stupid that is. u should have never told me to move
on...u knew i loved u, and what suxks is u no i still do.
hell that i still do sucks. the fact that i truely loved u
meaning i will always, sucks. i once wrote about the joy of
true love, i never wrote about loves other side, the pain.
love is one of the biggest 2 faced things there is,
everyone wants to only experence to good of love, no one
wants to go threw the pain. cause it is enough to drive u
crazy, making u want to end ur live in some cases. "it is
better to love and lose than to have never loved at
all".....that is bull shit. cause if u loose a love u will
wish u never loved at all.
but for me everything is ok, or it soon will be. i have
found help for my depression, a private diary. and i have
somewhat moved on from lindsey, christine. i really hope
that she will make me happy

song of the day:
THE USED-Buried Myself Alive