itisy

fuck u
2003-02-15 18:19:04 (UTC)

My heart left out in the open again

Valentines day is over and done. I am kinda greatfull but
then again i am sadden. I thought that maybe this time
arounf there will be someone out there for me. Our school
does this flower thing where they send you a carnation but
you dont know who its from. Every time i get a single one
but i never know who its from. Maybe someone will come up
to me and tell me or i will find out.

This valentines day i chilled at home cause all of my
friends were at a party that i wasnt invited to so that was
fun. I have so much homework to catch up on but i cant do
it because i have all of these tests to take.

Today if i get my ass in gear i might be able to see the
person that i like he probally dosent understand anything
that is going through my head. Like i said i had no
valentine because i only wanted was him and he is so whats
the word.....shady towards me i kinda get the impression
that he wants nothing to do with me. I am not gonna assume
things untill i know it. Or hear it from him.

I bet that one day he will read this and think that i am
talking about someone else but i am not. It hurts to know
that there is nothing that you can do about something.

This vals day i think that i brought a little happyness to
somepeople and that made me feel good. Some people are
really starting to step up to the term "friend" thanks erik
for being there tasha you too sha i cant forget you my
gurl, diaz EeEeP luv ya.

Maybe by being someones friend you can save their life so
always be there for someone even if you dont have alot of
friends one is really all you need.




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