Carmen

Hi
2001-09-25 03:09:40 (UTC)

Crazy

Things have just gone crazy! Homecoming was this past
week. We lost the game to one of the teams that we should
have had a guarenteed win to. It's all good though because
the Junior Joltz won powder-puff. The dance Saturday night
was the worst part of the week for me. The guy that I want
to hook up with was at the dance, normally that would be a
good thing, except the fact that he wouldn't even talk to
me the whole night. He had told me the day before that he
would save me a dance, that sort of went down the drain
real fast. I am so glad it's over, except now my friends
all want to know what was the matter with me at the dance
and I don't want to talk about it because it makes me cry
to think about it all. It is painful to think about how
close we once were and then this happened, pretty much all
because I didn't move fast enough. The heck is that all
about? I am so confused. I don't know what I am going to
do about all of this. I still really want to hook up with
this guy, but now I know that he thinks "it will never work
between us." How does he know, he gave us a day to be the
perfect couple. It doesn't work like that, things don't
just happen over night.
Friday afternoon my mom came home from work and found a
corsage in our door for me. I have no idea who it is from
because all the card said that was with it was "You're the
best Guess!!!" I don't even know where to start to figure
out who it is from. It is kind of wierd. I'm going to go
now. More later

Carmen