abby c

wow... that sucks
2001-09-25 01:23:48 (UTC)

ED

hes trying to get a point across.

i cant put my finger on it tho, he says he likes me, i say
i love him. he says that sometimes. i try not to say it
unless he does, i dont want to scare him. i dont like
scaring myself thinking of how alone i will be if i trust
him with my heart, it migth all come crumbling down. it
might all coem crumblign down if i tell him he does have my
heart, adn then he gets scared. i dont liek not beign with
ed, i cant stand it. i'm not waiting for him either, i just
love him. i cant say goodbye to him, i love him more than
anyone, ever.


am i scaring you ed? when i say i love you? wehn i tell you
how much you mean to me........ i wnat to say forget it
soemtimes, because i dotn like yuo being upset thinkign
about this kind of thing. i dont like you being upset when
it has to do with me. i knwo i get upset ed. but if you
cant bear it and if say you want to end everything then i
guess..........
............................................................
.........................i'll let you

IF you wnat to, i never siad i did. but dont make yourself
stay with me, dont walk into a mistake, if you think its a
mistake anyway......

.......i have to go i dont wnat to think about this
anymore, i dont wnat to think about us not beign us




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