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Angelwitha_brokenwing
2001-09-25 00:49:33 (UTC)

... This cant even begin to be put in words as a title


Until I was about 13 years old, I hated kids so bad... I
never wanted to be around them... or anything. When I was
13 and 1/2 I was raped by a man I didn't even know... and
harmed to the point of possibility of having kids.
The doctor said I may have a few years to have kids at
most, but she doubts it because of the stress on my body.
When I was 14 the fact that their were signs of Female
Problems didnt really bother me, because everyone of the
females in my family had them.
I love kids now.. and its beginning to kill my soul that I
eventually wont be able to have one of the few things that
make me happy..
a family..
one of the things I crave... Just being able to take care
of it, and call it my own..




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