Precious*Dreaming

Precious*Dreaming
2003-02-15 02:28:19 (UTC)

~Valentine's Day~

February 14,2003
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It is 9:17pm and this is my first entry for my on-line
diary. It is Valentine's Day and I am alone and I have no
one to spend it with. I was supposed to spend time with my
ex-boyfriend Joey but he called me and said he wasn't going
to come over tonight because he heard that I was dating my
friend Kyle(he is black), I told Joey that no I wasn't and
that I love/loved him and I wouldn't do that. He yelled at
me and now I am alone. I feel really stupid because I
bought him a present for today because duh it's Valentine's
Day and also because it is his birthday. Ok well enough
about that. I guess I will tell who I am and some things
about myself. My name is Liz, I'm 17(18 on 3-18!!), and I
am a Senior in High School. I like to read, hang out with
my friends, listen to music, watch movies, or go see
movies, and I also like writing. I do not currently have a
job and my life is just screwed up.
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I found out Tuesday morning before school that my mom has
another infection in her back again and she might have to
have surgery or at least be put in the hospital. I am
failing Geometry and if I do fail, I won't graduate. I am
so stressed out right now that it's pathetic. Last week my
friend Tyler died and right now my best friend and I are
not speaking. I am so upset and depressed that I feel like
I don't want to be here anymore. I wish I had someone to
talk to but I don't and I can't talk to anyone because if I
do they will just tell my parents and I will have to go to
counseling again. I hate this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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