lindsay ann

lauryn hill...lauryn hill?

Beware the false motives of others
Be careful of those who pretend to be brothers
And you never suppose it's those who are closest to you
They say all the right things to gain their position
Then use your kindness as their ammunition
To shoot you down in the name of ambition
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that song has been in my head for a million days and i
don't think it has anything to do with anything, but there
you have it. i am a hypocrite. i am a bad friend. i feel
all this stuff on the inside but it's not easily expressed
to some people. i can't change the way i feel, yet i can't
act on my feelings...because i have 17,000 different
feelings going on at once. all i can say is that i'm sorry
i'm being weird.