MaGRo0023

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2003-02-14 10:28:58 (UTC)

changes

me and james had it out tonight. much thanks to chris
who, if wasnt there, id have beaten james' ass. but, we
managed to work most shit out and get along. as far as
jimmy, he really pissed me off tonight. he called me and
then said some shit about dev, that was way too fuckin
low. im even more aggravated because i didnt speak my
mind, i just hung up with him. what he said was uncalled
for, and im begining to realize how he's pushing everyone
away. if tara is more important than his friends, she can
have him. im growing more and more fond of dev. she sent
me a bday present today, that made my day. i see myself
getting caught in her web, and soon im gonna be traped.
gotta keep my distance for now, until i know she is moving
down. i know i wont, but its nice to say... in reality,
im gonna fall head over heels for that girl before i even
see her again. i know im a fool. only a fool breaks his
own heart. but i really dont care about that. right now
she is wonderful to me. every night i go to sleep, i curl
up to my pillow and pretend its her, and thats enough for
me now. i long to know of the thoughts she has for me.
is she as lovestruck as i am? i question if she is. have
to keep my mind clear. all this love stuff makes me
cloudy.




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