Love2HateMe

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2003-02-13 00:08:37 (UTC)

Why I Am I So Lonely?

I need something more than I need air or water but I cant
find it I want it so badly but how can I want something
that I dont know I want and does that really even make any
sense I wish I knew what I missing ...I figure it's mental
ergggg I am so stupid Lately I have been hurting myself
more and more I started cutting severly and I dont even
care about hiding them it's like a way of punishing myself
by letting other critize me and make me feel like nothing I
have been abusing my meds to I took 12 the other day in
hopes that I may die but I didnt quite work as you may see
well ttyl Love Tanya




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