JadeAnn

feelings of a lost soul
2003-02-12 20:27:41 (UTC)

just...nothing

he's still here. i check his locker everyday. i hope he's
here this weekend.
JP beat the fuck outta clint bishir! :D clint diserved it.
i'm listenin to ICP...
i'm not doing anything anymore...just moping around...i
feel like it's all over.
whit, kayla f, and i are goin to the grand canyon, cuz we
dun have passports, and can't go to Canada. i'm ready to
go. the only thing holding me back was David, and now he's
gone...
lets go...
i'm ready...
lets go to oregan...
i wanna see mah boi...
i wanna hold him close...
and tell him i love him...
and make him move back...
and be with him all the time...
yea...
i wish...
and..."yes i'm wishing my life away, thinking these things
i'll never say.."
i want mah boi back...
"'tis better to have loved and lost, than to never have
loved at all."
i dun believe that. he was the only person i ever loved,
and he's gone. and i think it is better to have never
loved, and not have lost, cuz the pain of the loss is so
bad...:'(




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