laulaugurlie

just me...
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2003-02-12 11:58:15 (UTC)

it's happening again...

a while back, kris' parents gave him the option of staying
or leaving...and even back then, like a month into the
relationship, i didn't want him leaving me. so after a
week or so, kris tells me he's not leaving me! :) and
that his dad went in and talked to the guy and they ARE
STAYING! hahaha... yea, so i was happy~ me and kris, we
were gonna be actual "high school sweethearts"... so last
nite, kris' dad said something about a job offer in guam.
didn't think much of it. but tonite...he sounded pretty
sure about it...and pretty certain that it was gonna
happen. as soon as months from now... it's all happening
again. why is it, that when i find something good, i
always have to lose it? losin doug was something...but
that i got over...and thank God he left because i wouldn't
have lived any of my life if he were here. but
kris...kris is different. everything is. i've been with
him for a little over 4 months now...and i already know.
he's my forever guy. he's it...when i sit with him, i'll
look at him, and i know we've got forever ahead of us...
i can seriously see the old wrinkley couple... i know i
know, i've known him for 5 months of my life, if even that
much. but in those 5 months, i swear to you, i have not
grown to love anyone as much as i have grown to love him.
he makes me feel like no one has ever made me feel...and i
know that he is definitely someone i could spend the rest
of my life with. and he's the only one i wanna spend the
rest of my life with. i don't understand! why does it
have to happen this way! i was so sure that he was gonna
be stayin here with me. he is the one thing in my life that is
stable and perfect. i love him so much...God...pleez PLEEZ don't
take him away from me...


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