cali4ngirl

The Realization

today is tuesday night. I had school today, and then Les
Miserables rehearsal, and then a voice lesson. I can't
really say that today was a good day...nothing really
spectacular about it, except for one thing - I realized
something extremely important today. It doesn't matter
where I go, or what I do, or what happens to me in my life,
no matter how insignificant or extreme an event it is, I
will always be ok. think about that for a second. ALWAYS is
a strong word. But it honestly is true. Yes, I do have
problems sometimes. everyone does. but my problems are
soooo relative! Sometimes I feel like I could never get
through whatever it is that Im dealing with at the
time...but In the end, I will always be ok. you know why?
Because I am surrounded by people I love and who care for
me. I dont think I have realized, until now, how lucky I am
to have that! My family, as dysfunctional as they can be at
times, loves me, and I know that they will constantly be
there for me to come back to. and my friends! I seriously
dont know where I would be without them. I got so lucky
that I found the wonderful ones that I have found. I can
always count on them to cheer me up and have a great time
with. They all are such amazing people that I can confide
in and who listen to what I have to say. I really think its
amazing that God has put the people in my life that he has.
Im constantly learning things from them, and growing as a
person because of them. I only hope that I can be as much
of a comfort to these people as they are for me. And I
truly mean that. I love you guys.