BamaBoo83

This is the life of a lesbian...
2003-02-12 06:46:02 (UTC)

Shut The Fuck Up

That what me and my girlfriend were screaming at each other
tonight... :(

She has some friends over cause we are remodeling our
house. Kewl! First, she was gone ALL damn day. I was asleep
so that didnt bother me. I woke up. And Robbie was here.
Kewl. Then Kevin came over, kewl! But then she goes down to
our house for like 45 mins! Grrr! Her Dad starts screaming
about wanting 3 Pints of milk. (?) So I deal with that for
about 30 mins. And then I go get her. She comes over here
and they are in a screaming match. Whatever its nothing
new. But it got so bad that I screamed at the top of my
lungs for them to shut up. I couldnt handle it anymore. I
felt like I was at my breaking point... So we get her Dad
in bed and he goes to sleep, the guys come back up here.
And she goes back down there. Whatever her Dads asleep. But
when she comes back she says that shes going back down
there and they are going to start knockin the wall down so
we can add on to our bathroom. All I did was told her, she
should not expect me to spend every waking minute down here
by myself with this man. I cant do it. And I told her that
he is her responsibility, as well as mine. And she has got
things that she has to do up here. So she says "fuck it"
and tells me she cant talk to me about things anymore. And
that if her Dad wakes up for me to leave him alone because
he is HER responsibility. BLAH BLAH BLAH! So I said shut
the fuck up. And we scream Shut the fuck up back and forth
for a few mins. And she goes into her Moms room, slams the
door. And doesnt talk to me. So fuck it. I totally give up.
I dont know whut the hell to do anymore. No matter what it
is, Im wrong... I so cant take this wrong anymore.

I just downloaded a song on Kazaa called "The Next Time I
Fall In Love" And now Im crying. Go figure.

She didnt even tell me she loves me before she layed down.
Maybe I made a mistake... Maybe I should run from this like
I do from everything else... Maybe that will be my answer
to every problem I have for the rest of my life. Who knows!

Enough bitching for now...
Later!
Kacie




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