Skunk Boy

Skunkies Diary
2001-09-23 19:11:27 (UTC)

Negative Ideas

I'm actualy becoming what I never wanted to be...
homophobic x.X. I'm not afraid of gay people, just afraid
of becoming one. eh, its not really that bothering, when I
analyse this I have no reason to be scared or anything. Its
just.. odd, I'm not sure what this feeling is, I'm sure I
can overcome it. I think it has something to do with
instinct, after talking in a voice chat with Yama and
Lyanscott, my instincts rared up and said, "Thats not
right." When I use the logic part of my mind its perfectly
fine, when I use my whole mind it gets jumbled with
emotions and instinct. I kept having a hard-ish time with
them saying "I love you." and role playing kisses. I'm sure
with time, and much diary writing, I'll get used to it.




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