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diary of a private school gril
2003-02-11 16:31:09 (UTC)

done with it

been having thoughts lately.....you know those
thougts......one part is saying "go ahead linz jump!! wht
can it hurt?"but the other side keeps reminding me that
tiff needs me then the first side jumps in to tell me "well
she has robbie whats she need you for?"...stuipd little
fucker...cuzz tht just makesme want to jump more...i prayed
lastnigh...thanked god for tiff..i still feel like i should
thank him/her more...tiff is all i have left
anymore...beautiful in everyway...so why am i hell bent on
leaving her??...i was thinkning lastnight and i wondered if
breakin things off with julius was the right thing to
do...i still havent told sam and nina yet...theyre gunna
kill me....i was suoopsed to kiss him b4 i broke up with
him to see if i felt "it" i dont need some silly kiss to
know if i felt "it"....i knew it was over for me and him
after tuesday...what if it was the wrong thing tho...what
if pms got me and thats why i did it ....damn lady
parts..oof...ok im done.....but my head is still
screaming "jump lu jump!!!"mabey a bath will silence
him...if not i dont know what will




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