I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2003-02-11 05:23:10 (UTC)


I can never tell if someone is flirting with me or just
being nice. I just don't know. I was on the phone, on
hold, when something brushed my cheek. I turned my head
and smacked my nose into his face. "You're here" said
I. "Yup" he said. And then we just looked at each other.
It was one of those moments that if you were dating
someone, and/or in a relationship with someone you would
have kissed. I just looked at him. I didn't know what to
do. I finally looked away and patted his cheek and kept
trying to get my heart to slow down. I've been treated
differently than everyone else the whole time, but is it
just niceness? A comment was made that he wrestles with
his sister the way he does with me. Does he see me as a
sister? I'm so confused.

I wish I had the balls to ask, but I'm afraid that if he
says no then the attention that keeps me on my toes will
stop. But then, at least I'll know where I stand.