The crazy world of me
Does anyone know how to get rid of scars?
Yeah so at school today I was talking to this girl katie
about Ricky because she is saying that her friend is
messing around with him and all this crap. Well, when we
were talking about it today it didn't bother me like it
usually does so I don't know what that is all about but who
knows. I think it is just because I am really tired of
hearing about him. It seems like everywhere I go someone
has to bring him up and why I don't know.
I went to his house last night and we screwed in which my
hip is like broken. No I just got this sharp pain in it
and now it is sore. We were going at it for a while so
thats probably another reason. That was tight I guess.
Well, actually if you think about it in a sick way thats
not tight. But anyway. I keep saying I am going to leave
that boy alone but I know I am not. That kid turned me
into a horn ball. I really do want to stay friends with
the kid. I think that after he leaves I will end up not
having feelings for him like that anymore just because
thats the way that I am or whatever.
So I called him tonight and was messing with him it was
so funny. Well, at least I thought it was. He didn't know
I was playing aorund with him until he called tonight and I
told him and he was like are you kidding. It was good
Yeah so I am guessing that today is just one of my really
good days. So I am sure I will be in a bad mood here in a
minute and I will be getting all upset about this stupid
shit with Ricky. It really is all stupid. I wish I could
just be friends and fuck buddies with him and have no
feelings over it all but I am a girl so it don't work that
way. I was in the greatest mood today, nothing could of
ruined it and nothing did. It was just great ya know.
I told Ricky tonight that I wanted to have sex in the
dark room at school with him so I am thinking that is our
next destination. I don't know why but I really do want
to. Kind of crazy but hey it has been done before by
people in that school.
Does anyone know how to get rid of scars? Is there
anything I can do? But yeah I am going to go so check you
all later kids!